Kiwi
challenge - Wendy's story updated
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I
had been off work for 18 months when I was sent to Queen Elizabeth
Hospital in Rotorua for a three-week pain management course, which
proved to be a godsend for me.
I learnt so much about how to cope with the pain, what to do to
reduce the levels of pain, what causes the pain and most importantly
not to be afraid of the pain.
I learnt about exercise, diet, health - both mental and physical
- and all about the muscle groups and how they are affected by your
body's pain.
I came back home with confidence in my ability to achieve a more
normal life in spite of having Complex Regional Pain Syndrome.
I started back at work in April 2002 doing 3 hours a day. Over
the months I have built up my body's ability to cope with the
added pressure by going up an extra 15 minutes a week. Just this
last week I managed full time for the first time.
I have had some good days and, not so good days, when my arm has
been almost unusable, the pain almost unbearable and fatigue driving
me straight into bed after work .. but, the most important
thing is that I was able to go and be part of the life I didn't
think I would ever get back to.
It's not easy, I find fatigue a huge problem, I still take drugs
continuously for the pain and to help me sleep. I have trouble
with my memory and have a problem now with dyslexia, which I had
never suffered with before - this is not from the drugs but because
CRPS works on areas of the brain which control lots of different
functions like sleep and memory. Pain in itself plays havoc with
the brain's ability to function clearly.
My life has changed quite dramatically through having this condition.
CRPS causes a malfunction in your central nervous system and the
condition is not openly visible most of the time .not like
a broken leg. I rarely go out in the evenings and I have lost
contact with friends who just didn't understand.
My life revolves mainly around my family, my pets, my home, and
the friends who stayed with me throughout this entire ordeal
and now my job.
I learnt that being at home with CRPS did not make me feel better
physically or emotionally. I even got worse from the beginnings
of CRPS in my back, shoulder and neck it has spread into my joints
and the physiotherapist at Queen Elizabeth hospital found that
some areas of muscle were as hard as bone.
Those of us unfortunate enough to have this condition have to
learn to move constantly. Mobility is our main weapon against
this disease, exercise is the key. I know at this time there is
no cure for CRPS - but I refuse to give in and let this disease
stop me from having choices.
I don't expect to be like I once was, but I am out there trying
- and that makes me feel good about myself
Along with a friend Chissy, I have started up the first website
and on-line support group for RSD/CRPS in New Zealand. We can
be found at http://groups.yahoo.com/groups/rsdcrps-nz