James - Belleville, Illinois
Hello Everyone,
First I would like to tell anyone that may be visiting this site for
the first time and just finding out about their RSD that they are not
alone. There are many souls who out here who share your experience and
pain. My name is James Songer. My wife and I live in Belleville Illinois
having just move back from California. Right before x-mas while we were
living in San Francisco I noticed that my left foot was hurting like
I had a stone bruise right behind my toes. After a couple of days the
pain became even worse, like little pieces of glass pushing out from
the in side every time I tried to put weight on it. The first doctor
I went to said I had planters filicides and told me to eat 1200 mg.
Of ibuprofen a day and it would go away in a month. So I did and it
just kept getting worse.
Finally I went to a different doctor and was referred to Dr. Howard
Denbo who took about ten minutes to diagnose RSD. He put me on Vicodin,
Flexeril, and Lorazepam that seemed to work well; I could at least get
around our apartment. But slowly the Vicodin stopped working and I was
placed on a higher dose, more often, then even higher and more of the
Flexeril, until I slept about eighteen hours a day. He started a schedule
of sympathetic blocks on me that only lasted for a couple of hours at
best. Any one that has undergone a block knows that a six inch needle
stuck in behind your spine is not worth two or three hours of less pain.
So we stopped that course and went back to just meds. For about six
months I sat in our apartment and fell into a very deep depression and
contemplated killing myself repeatedly. The pain never really went away,
I was so constipated that I regularly had bloody bowl movements and
all of the drugs had destroyed my sex drive. I have to tell you thou,
my wife was a trooper! If I had any doubt about her those days dispelled
them. I think that in the end it was only the fact of what I would be
doing to her that kept me alive.
Finally just before our lease was up we decided to move home where
we would have a support system. We brought her little brother and my
nephew out to help load the truck, but neither of them could drive,
so I drove the two thousand plus mile in four days eating Vicodin like
candy. It took me two months to find a doctor that was willing to deal
with me (it seems that most doctors here in the mid-west have their
doubts about RSD), but I finally found one who referred me to Tenant
Pain Center in St. Louis. The doctor there changed my meds to Lamictal
and Ultram. I continued to take to Lorazepam thru my regular physician.
I was on these drugs for two or three months when I came down with that
horrid flu that swept thru here in early December. I was really down
and out with the bug when I noticed that I hadn't taken any of the med
for four or five days and me foot wasn't hurting!
Today I can stand on my foot and walk normally. If I go up on my tip-toes
there is still some pain, but I haven't told anyone about that. My foot
still is uncomfortable, but is a thousand percent better from where
it had been even back in November. It's something I can completely deal
with.
I've hidden this fact - that it still hurts a little - from my family
and doctors. I just can't keep taking all these drugs and under going
the nerve inductions anymore. I know this may be bad, but this small
discomfort I can deal with and I don't have to put any more weight on
my wife and friends.
I guess the moral of my story is that you can get better, maybe not
100%, but a livable level without drugs. I have started getting myself
back in shape and hope to start running the treadmill soon. As Dr. Denbo
told me "RSD can start for any number of reasons(or none in my
case) and can go away just as fast." It did. Almost a year to the
day from when it started. I know my story is insufficient compared to
some of the stories I've read, but pain is pain and when it never stops
it gives you a certain understanding of what other are going thru. Just
keep on going and if Grandfather sees fit, you to can get almost complete
relief as I have. If you need to talk, e-mail me a number and I'll try
to do what I can.
In conclusion I would like to thank all of the people that shared their
stories and help me fell not so isolated. Good luck to each of you,
and I'll keep all of you in my prayers.
Michelle Norris
It is my goal to tell my story in the hope that snuffer's will be more
educated on the subject of RSD. My other hope is that a lot of doctors
read this post and will start listening to the experts on this subject.
I hurt my right foot on 03/05/02. My diagnostic x-ray showed that I
had a acute avulsion fracture of the lateral aspect of the talus. My
doctor gave me a choice between a cam walker and a plaster cast. I choose
the cam walker. When my husband and I got to the place that would provide
the cam walker to me; I was told by the gentleman that for this type
of fracture he would need to do a plaster cast. No big deal he went
to call my doctor. He was away from us about 15 minutes, when he came
back he said that my doctor didn't agree with him and to put me in the
cam walker. I really didn't think much of it until later when I was
diagnosed with RSD. I remember him telling my husband and I that he
told my doctor if I was put into the cam walker that I would not heal
properly. It is coming up on almost two years and things have only gotten
worse.
Today I woke up with severe pain in my leg, I now have my second blister
which if it follows the pattern of the other one it will turn to an
ulcer within 24 hours. I am in way too much pain for a young 44-year-old
female and I am getting very tired of taking medication and explaining
what RSD is to family, friends and most of all different doctors. I
fell they should be explaining it to me.
Here is a summary of what has happened and what my theory is. I was
in the cam walker from 03/07/02 to 04/16/02. My doctor had another x-ray
done and said that my ankle had healed and that I could stop using the
cam walker. It was on a Friday and I was not working the weekend so
I did what she told me and took it off. I noticed that my foot had a
shinny tone and a Mattie look to it. My foot still hurt and it seemed
to look as though it was a little swollen. I called my doctors office
on the following Monday to ask the RN to read me the impression of the
most resent x-ray. All she said was it was healed and she talked to
the doctor and she said just stay on your Loratab until the pain is
better. This made no sense to me. So after talking with my husband I
called my doctor back and said I am in way to much pain can I go and
see an Orthopaedic doctor, she said no that there was not a reason to
go to see a specialist, that my foot was fine and it had healed.
I was working for a Hospital at the time; I was having a hard time getting
around the unit. One of the doctors happened to notice that I was struggling
on walking. He made a suggestion that I make an appointment to go and
see a sports medicine doctor. So I called my primary care doctor and
told her what this particular doctor has suggested. She was not happy
but she sent the referral for me to go to the other doctor. I went to
get the newest x-ray report so I could take it with me to my appointment.
I read the report of the x-ray and couldn't understand why my doctor
told me that my foot had healed. According to the impression there was
still evidence that my foot was not completely healed. I was so mad.
This new doctor was good and he diagnosed me as having RSD, lymphedema,
and later he would also discover that I had developed plantar fasciitis.
He immediately sent me to physical therapy and placed me with a pain
management specialist. I ended up losing my job, losing my insurance
and a whole group of doctors dropping the ball around this past Christmas
season. I am now working with a doctor who understands why it is important
to get this disease under control. Here is a list of medications that
I have been on due to a simple common break. Loratab 7.5 up to 8 per
day, Neurontin 1800 mg a day, Amitriptyline 25 now up to 50 mg per day,
Zoloft 50 mg per day, Diazepam 10 mg per day.
When I lost my job I was unable to afford the cobra pay to keep my insurance.
Slowly my pain management and primary care wouldn't take care of me
any longer. And of course since I am the un-employed I am on a fixed
income, so now I am on hardly any medication. However like I indicated
I am with a group of doctors that are making sure that I will be cared
for. I am applying for project access; it is a way a person such as
myself can be able to have a doctor care for them and able to have the
medications that I may need. But it is a process and since the ball
was dropped at Christmas time things still are not worked through this
process. I did see an internal medicine doctor on 1/6/04, and she diagnosed
me as having cellulites, which I was given antibiotics for. I had to
stop them yesterday due to the drug making me sick. But now I would
say it is the newest blister/ulcer that has formed. The first one I
got on Christmas night I had the same symptoms.
My hope is to make it through this and have more answers than I do currently.
I also have a Huge PT bill and it seems that everything cost so much
in regard to RSD. I really believe if the doctor that refused to listen
to the expert on this matter would of listened and done what was suggested
that I would not be going through any of this. I refuse to let this
bet me or anyone else walk all over me as a patient. I would also like
to know if I should sue the doctor for several things that she did wrong
and should have avoided.